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[Apr. 19th, 2003|10:55 pm] |
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Okie maybe the last entry I wrote was a little intense. It was really good seeing people I haven't seen for a long ass time. I just hope everyone had fun!! hahahah Gordon, its all good in the hood... (i know i know, I'm such a dork, I didn't mind working outside, it was actually kind of fun, seeing old faces, and just fucking around with drunk people, all fun, and good laughs. I don't mind doing favors for people, cause I know I ask for favors myself. It's really weird, but I get along better with guys than with girls. There are certain or a very few girls that I can get along with. Girls tend to be very very complicated, and cause a lot of drama. I hate drama, such nonsense! I know I can cause drama myself, but thats only when I am with girls. The ones that I cannot stand, which are the ones who cause too much drama. Uneccessary shit, for stupid ass reasons, and that is what causes me to make drama, cause I can't stand it. It's like "shut the hell up and why don't you do something about it than just sit there and complain, and get other people involved!" Guys, they tend to be more chill, don't give a fuck, just have fun... Just sit there and do stupid shit! Thats more fun than, "lets go clubbing, let's go out" sometimes its fun once in a while, but dude, every weekend, that shit gets fuckin tiring, and boring, and too damn expensive!! Just chilling with a group of friends just talking, and doing stupid shit, laughing your heads off, well, I think is the best it can get. People who know me well, will know what kind of a person I am. Those who think they do, back the fuck off! I'm so sick and tired of looking out, worrying and taking care of people, especially the ones that I trusted. Now I don't give a fuck, and just gonna do what I want to do, shit, I need to start taking care of myself. But don't get me wrong, the people that I do want to care for, I will... My motto, you live once and so make the best out of it, do what you want to do, but remember that in life there are certain things that you HAVE to do, weather you like it or not.... That's life, it sucks sometimes. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2003|02:49 pm] |
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You know what i really hate, I hate (okie not hate) I dislike, I don't like people who lie, dishonesty... bad bad bad!! People who lie to my face, if I ever find out, bye bye, I don't want to talk to you, don't try to talk to me, it was nice Knowing ya, and hope you have a nice life, and realize that there is no second chance with me, I don't believe in second chances, when people lie straight through their teeth, learn from your mistakes and move on. I'm not saying that I will never ever talk to that person, I'm just saying that it will never be the same, and I'm just talking to you for the sake of consideration and thats it. I just hope you realize or learn from your mistakes, and live a happy life... Lates! I also dislike people who put others down in order to put themselves up. I also hate shit talkers, and let me say something, I will admit that I am a shit talker, and I know "what comes around goes around" so I guess I will be wait for that day when I get a big smack on my face. I dislike shit talkers, but I there is a difference when you talk shit and thats it, orwhen you talk shit, and then act all fake and chummy chummy, and fuckin just plain out fake, to the person you just talked mad ass shit about!! That I cannot stand, I also dislike those you are two faced!! That I cannot stand, because too faced people, well I think, or selfish!! They stab people on the back, and do all this crap, just to benefit themself! I also can't stand ignorant people, who don't give others a chance, don't have the fuckin time for just 5 min. to hear someone out!! I really can't stand those people. You know what else i can't stand?? I can't stand those people who carry so much about their image. Care too much about how they look, whats the "IN" thing right now, lets see, yeah materlistic people I CANNOT STAND!!! I hate people who floss stupid ass shit off, I swear I just sit there thinking, wow, so shallow!!! I know that some might see that I carry some of those traits that I cannot stand, and I know I will admit to it, but you know what, I really don't give a fuck what others think. Only thing in life or lets say the only people I care about are my friends, and family, and what my friends and family think about me matters the most, I care about what they think cause those are the people I trust. I love to sleep, ahhhh, sleeping is my hobby, I would say it is my hobby cause you don't have to think, nothing to worry about, nothing to think about, nothing to do, but just close your eyes, and relax.. Just in your own world... I also love listening to music, I swear I don't know what I would do without music... DMX.... my idol!! hahahahah sounds funny, but I can relate to him a lot, he is one hip-hop rapper that I truly respect, and look up to.. Yeah, u lie to my face "Pris gonna give it to ya" "wanna fight me, fight these tears!" |
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[Apr. 15th, 2003|10:11 am] |
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I've been begining to wonder about lots of stupid stuff about my life. I feel as though my life is like "ground hog day" where the same thing is carried out day after day. Let's take a look at what my life is like, school, work, sleep, and drink. I swear my life is so boring, nothing to do, no excitement, same things over and over, and oh yeah always encounter "shit" happening to me, or as Fong will say "Bad Luck" I swear I think I have the worse luck, let's see, for example my car, I hate that freakin car, I have the worse luck it sucks!! It's really funny because knowing my luck, I really don't have any, I could be doing something, and then all of a sudden something bad will happen to me, and go downhill from there. Looking back to my college years, lets see, ever since freshman year I worked as a waitress at Miyakos, (not to mention they worked me like a slave) so bascially had no life but work and school, oh yeah I was with this guy who was a Mr. Conservative, Uptight FREAK!! Everytime I went out or something he would get all but hurt, and have a stick up his ass for literaly a week. So freshman year was pretty boring for me cause thats when you have the most fun, and meet knew people, but me, shoot, I just worked, go to school, and chill with this boring ass guy. Being the stupid ass that I am, I don't know why I was with him for that long (1 year) I didn't go out cause if I did, then I would have to hear his bitching, and him being all butt hurt and crap, so didn't want to deal with that shit, and when I did go out, had to deal with that shit, could have broke up with him but didn't. Yeah and then came along Sophomore year which was what I consider my freshman year. hahahahaha all i did was drink sleep and work. Ahhhhhhhh there goes work again, freakin working like a slave, had no life, and no junior year, which is pretty boring, just school, drink, and work. Ahhhhh, i swear i hate work, i don't want to work, but I have to cause I hate asking my mom for money. Dude, if she found out my credit card bill, I swear my ass will be kicked to the moon!!! I need to pay that shit off, and I have so much to pay!! AHhhhhhhhh i hate credit cards!! Slowly as I am getting closer to graduating, I am somewhat looking foward to it and somewhat not. I look foward to it because I'm so excited to live a different lifestyle, something different, but yet I don't look foward to it because I feel as though I didn't get to have my "College FUN" and want to just fuck around and do whatever I please and not give a shit!! Just have fun, do what makes me happy. I don't know, maybe this is a mid-life crisis have no clue, maybe I need to find a boyfriend, hahahah (Fong u are gonna help me on the hunt this friday!! hahahahah ) yeah right! Have any of you guys watched "What a Woman Want" starring Mel Gibson and Helen Hunt, Fong I don't know if you remember but we were watching it at my old pad at Canyon Crest, and I remember talking about how much fun it would be to live the life of Helen Hunt. Well yeah, ahhh, mid-life crisis, who the heck knows, thats what life is about right? Going through ups and downs, and just freakin dealing with it! I'm just waiting for that day when I have good luck!! |
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[Apr. 8th, 2003|03:43 pm] |
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ahhhhh, where to start where to start... Let's see, well mongster rolled down to riverside and was challenged by Jennifoo! and let me say this, Fong cannot drink worth shit!! Yeah, very interesting night, woke up this morning cause I had freakin discussion at 8:00, ahhhhhhhhh I hate waking up early in the morning, but I had to cause attendance counts. After class I had back to my Jenn's place, and then sissy bust out the videocamera and she was taping us the whole time!! hahahahaha, some of us didn't know that the camcorder was on, and some did, but sissy knew the whole time!! hahahaahah soooooo funny, and then we watched the little music video jenn, me, and mongster had. puhahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaah so freakin funny, and so freakin random, look back at that 10 years from now and just laugh my ass off! puhahahahahahaha, hey stupid, one thing to keep in mind
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[Apr. 2nd, 2003|04:29 pm] |
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Where the girls at?? from the front to back.. blah blah forgot the rest of words, right hands up, something la la la ... live journal sucks just bunch of guys rambling, oops I mean girls gossiping. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2003|03:29 pm] |
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livejournal sucks come to xanga!! April Fools!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahah oops... I mean April Second! =P |
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[Mar. 17th, 2003|01:02 am] |
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Damn, it's been a hell of a long ass freakin time since I wrote in this thing... Wow, sorry guys, I know you all missed but it's all good cause iii''mmmm bbbbaaaacccckkkk hahahah j/k amyhow, well just hope the best of luck on finals and study hard... and what else... hmmmm... can't wait until finals are over.. |
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[Mar. 12th, 2003|10:59 pm] |
hey guys come to xanga.... livejournal sucks!!! hahahahah j/k
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[Jul. 20th, 2002|02:44 pm] |
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Damn... I haven't wrote in this thing for a long ass time. Well I'm in the library right now trying to do some research on my paper thats due on tuesday... Freakin 15 page marketing research paper!! I think I'm gonna die right now, don't know where to start on this thing. Well so far my summer sucks. All I have been doing is work and summer school. Well next week is finals, but I think I'm gonna end up taking second session, nothing else better to do I guess. Well I was just at home chillin and I get a phone call from Sue like around 3:30 in the morning to chill at her place. So i go over have a few drinks and grubbed like crazy!! Oh my goodness we ate so muc it was gross, I woke up this morning with my stomach expanded out so much that it hurt, and I was bloaded up the ass. Gosh I felt so gross.... Anyhow, gosh there is nothing exciting happening in my life right now, its like the same old same old.... Summer sucks, I want to go somewhere but have no money...My grandparents came from Korea last week so i chilled with them, and took my brother out drinkig, damn that fool is the most stubborn ass person in the world. I tired talking to him about college and stuff since hes gonna be a senior this fall, but he didn't even want to hear anything I had to say because he said that he has everything "all planned out" and he thinks that everything is going to happen according to his plan. Gosh I was sitting there screaming my head off trying to tell him that not everything goes the way you want it and he was like no it will because I won't let anything get inbetween my plans and won't let anything ruin it. Gosh and he says that hes gonna become a hermit when he comes to college and all hes gonna do is study. YEah right thats what i said.... I told him that and you know what he said "yeah but I'm not you" Oh my gosh that smart ass, I swear I just gave up and him cause i was screaming and getting all irratated and everyone was all looking at us, and I just came to the conclusion that he has to just learn it the hard way... Anyhow, I think I should get back to my paper (sigh).... |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2002|09:14 pm] |
Damn last night k-town was full of craziness!!!~!~
Yeah Korea Won over Spain!~!~! YeppEEE... can''t wait for the next game, kind of scared because were playing Germany. I donno all i got to say is Go Pil Seung Korea!~! Go Pil Seng Korea!~!~ Dae Han mIn Gook (clap clap clap clap)!!~! hahaha |
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